I am really not good at taking time off. Over the years, I have gotten very good at taking my "day" off, but really investing time in vacation, in sabbath is not my strong suit. But later this afternoon, after a Board of Directors meeting for Interfaith Ministries, my dear husband and I are heading out.
He encourages me to take time off. He encourages me to slow down. I am driven however. I grew up with the whole idea of time off was to get things done....around the yard, around the house, you know...idle hands and all. So even on my days off, I tend to "get things done".
What I miss, but my incessant need to be doing, is the chance to truly relax. I love to read, but take very little time to really enjoy reading. I love to do hand work, but haven't had a needle out for a long time. I love to work in clay, again, haven't take the time. I cook, which gives me some creative outlet, because it is relatively easy to justify...after all we have to eat!
So, for the first time in a long time my husband and I are heading out. Taking a road trip to spend time with my twin, with my brother and his wife and to visit a daughter and husband. We intend to play, to sleep, to visit and to hang loose.
So, I won't be posting for a few days. I will be attempting to focus my energy on relaxing and enjoying the people I love. I will re-embrace the sacred sabbath as a way of reconnecting and refilling myself with the Divine Presence. It will be a gift of grace, so that I remain;
Graced to Serve.
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Blessings upon your true Sabbath, a rest in the presence of God with frends and family. I remember the Jewell County days when you worked way to hard and long. I'm glad you are giving yourself grace as has God. I speak these words from my own experience with perfectionism and like maladies.
ReplyDeleteI am blessed, as they say, with you and your husband spending your well deserved sabbath with Rachel and I. Anyone who wipes down the bathroom prior to leaving is always welcome.
ReplyDeleteI hope you found family, fellowship, and respite during your days. I know we did.
Chris